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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

5:16 PM

I think that today is a very funny day... Muahahaha... I think I am really very heng these few days..cause I never see Jia Xin Xin... Then some very dramatic things happened.... We went to the library cause we pon lecture...then decided to go and watch Final Destination 3... thus we pon econs tutorial.... hmmmm heng we pon econs tutorial...if nt... I think I wld c Jia Xin Xin...cause he always use that classroom.... As we were in a hurry to catch the 1.30 show at Plaza Singapura...on reaching the school gate.... realise that I left my water bottle on the shelf... so no choice have to go back and take.... ran all e way back and wl waited downstairs for me.... She waited at the stairs and I went down from the other stairs... so wait here wait there ...we can't make it to Plaza Singapura... So... went to Cineleisure.... That's where everything started... There's a guy about the same age as us...working...asking ppl to donate so as to help those needy.... and we were the victims... he crapped with us and said a lot of things.... so we each donated 5 bucks.... then on further look.... I think that he looks rather familiar....seems like the GUY that always took bus 33.... so I told him.... he looks familiar....and all the story...and IT IS HIM!!! YES!! but he said tt he had never see me b4.... then I said..."perhaps....U couldn't identify me...as I was tying plaits during sec sch..(no choice)...now tying ponytail..."on further thinking ...he remembered... and said sth tt really surprised me!!! He said" Orh...So u r the one..tt nh gurl larx...then still gt one new town gurl who always took the same bus..." "Yes... I am that nh gurl larx... So u r really that guy..." " but u look very nerd that time...can't believe that u r last time that gurl" .... WTH ! I look nerd??? He's the first person to say tt I look nerd.... No one had said tt b4 to me... only said tt I m lian...But not NERD! I wld always remember him... never ever would I forget!!! NERD?! WTH...So I finally knew the guy whom I am supposed to know a few years back... and he's my neighbours... neighbourhood neighbours....He's called JH... another person with J....Oh shit!!! Tongues wld wag again tml...
After all the crapping... we rushed to the cinema... thought that we were late...but luckily we nv missed the show... It's was damn gross and quite lame as well... There are some obscene parts.... I tink the actresses in it are quite open....and ppl in the show kept scolding fuck, shit, bullshit (recently kept using this word) blah blah blah.... when the whoeva died...he was still pointing his middle finger...Damn funny....I seriously think that this show should be M18 and not NC16.... cause it's really quite gross... as compared to Fearless... Fearless is nothing.... but luckily it's NC16...If not We can't watch... and we'll missed all the exciting parts...
After the show... I think I am still quite suey...cause I knocked my ankle onto the steps and yes...a blue-black... hurts... So on the way home... saw tt JH again.... asked him for his number... wl told me tt when I said this...his friend was in total shock... I was being frank and straightforward.... perhaps too straight le....but who cares.... that's me!
Then there was this foreigner.... she asked us for directions... and we got some difficulty listening to her English...and she too had some difficulty listening to us... Now I finally knew the difference btw Singapore English... and elsewhere English...it's worse than those Ang Mohs in TV... Today is the most interesting thing day for this two months...

Saturday, February 25, 2006

9:05 PM

Today....got caught by Mdm Hwee again to do things... really wonder why she kept calling us?? but since she called... also cannot reject... so jus do it... and since we we have to do...y nt do the best out of it?? Maybe it's not a very gd thing to mixed a lot with ppl like Jeremy, Sin Yi, Bernice, Shee Yan they all...all committee de... I wan to be ying xing ren... but wat Bernice said...U can nv be Ying Xing Ren...future committe...Haix...No cure...
Yeah!!!! Today play bb...so fun... wonder why do the ball always go to Jeremy when it's in wl 's hands??? But nvm...tt's an advantage...coz Jeremy in my team... So we went to Chinatown after tt to look for the shirt and tie...and finally walking miles of road...finally we found cheap and nice wan... at C.K $8.90 only..pink tie is so difficult to find...none of the shops have... y can't tt they wear red or blue tie??? tt wld be easier... So damn tired.... So this entry wld be very de short...

Friday, February 24, 2006

8:04 PM

Today should be the luckiest day of the week... I never got scolded or fall down or do anything sia suey... Wahaha... Coz I only see Jasmine today... never see Jia Xin Xin... This shows that the two of them are really my ke xin... only when they shuang jian he bi...then bad things will happen to me... Hop that the rest of my week wil always remain like these... Mdm Hwee say sth which I think quite odd.. She said wat.. the J2s are going to have bt... so it's time for J1s to tiao qi da liang...so thesetime round ...u all can help to collect the money for costumes... and they said to the four of us.. so guai larx... then also yesterday she also askes us to help out with the backdrop... which I tink ok la... jus help..y nt?? Just wonder why Mdm Hwee likes to look for us?? Actually wl today... keep saying my mum nv help her alter properly... a bit irritated.. help her alter out of gd will n she still like dat say... she said twice...nvm... just tolerate... coz she's my frienz... muz like how to b nt that straight...but if she said it the third time...I will scold her ..
I think I had improved.. in playing cello... but i tink i still sux at it... muz practice hard... but i wld nv ever bring my cello back home... cause I dun wan history to repeat... I dun wan my strings to snap again... so sia suey... Hahaha...This mv is my fav. song... wahaha

Thursday, February 23, 2006

8:20 PM

I think I m getting suey-er and suey-er nowadays... all because of ttt Jia Xin Xin and Jasmine lorx... they are really my ke xin....like hell!!!!! see them quite a lot of times today... and in my mind... OH SHIT!!! I WILL BE VERY SUEY FOR THE REST OF ThE DAY!!and indeed I am really very suey...
First, I nearly fell to my death.. miss my step... and nearly tumble down the stairs lo.... but in the end I didn't...but I hurt my index finger...
Next....We went to Chinatown to buy uniform... then Shi Yun wanted to buy black strings so tt she can alter her skirt.... while we were searching for the string... guess who we saw???? MDM HWEE... SO SUEY RITE?? she was there to search for the costume for the CO performance... and yarx... I or rather we all became the guinea pigs aka "model" for the costume... but at least ... we can choose better design of costume for the concert and nt wear those tt so orbit clothes... Is this a blessing in disguise??? so we accompanied her and stroll around the Chinatown...
II saw "erhem" today... close-up look...tink "erhem" nt bad looking.. nt bad sia.. some1 taste nt bad...but SY lie to me... "erhem" nt taller than him.. but the rest SY didn't lie...At least today nt tt suey like yesterday... but it's still consider a bad day... I am going to fail my physics test tml... coz I dun understand a single thing...and who cares... I m taking bio and dropping physics...My wish for today.... I dun wan to see Jia Xin Xin tml....coz...he's nth but trouble.... C him still ok... but nt both Jasmine n Jia Xin Xin... Their mo li too powerful le..

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

8:18 PM

Today is the worst dae of my life... Dunno wat bad deeds I had done in my past life .... Today is like shiity hell... Damn suey !!! I shall summarize all my misfortunes today...
First.. During GP lesson... I was looking at my wallet underneath the table and Weiling was checking dictionary and holding on to her "wan ton"...Then that strawberry(GP teacher... coz she always wear so diao clothes) asked ... Jana, Weiling...what's in ur hands?? so I said wallet and wl say tissue... then she started to use her GP knowledge esp on Fallacy of Assumption and suan us... wth! then she tok all e shit and crap till she said sth... If anyone of u is nt interested... might as well get out... She is "referring " to us.... then after that.... She turned to us and say... So Jana and Weiling.. Be prepared to be chase out of the class next lesson... Out larx... who cares... this is even better... I can just stay out there and do my own stuffs...
Next... The 5 Js.... Wl kept toking bout them larx... and my reputation is like totally tarnished... wateva ... but this is still ok... nt a lot of ppl noe...except for a few... if they were to spread it out... I will kill them!!!! I dun wan to b ming yu sao di!!!!!
After that.... went for CO... brought food into the CO room... but got caught by T-I-C.... and she started to ask who let us in n lotz... but of coz larx... we nv say out ...coz dun wan get Yuan Ing into trouble...
Hahaha.. the most exciting and funny to e rest but the worst ting in my life... e T-I-C ask me to go try out the costume... which is so ugly...and 1 look ...I knew I cldn't fit in larz... but she still asked me n somemore let e rest c... so damn sia suey...Then I realise that she is very sarcastic... when wan yu were also asked to try e costume... she said things tt might hurt her feelings... she's nt that curvy as well... It's nt a sin to be fat! No one wants to be fst... pity go to Sophie as well larx... she is another poor victim with me... Haix...what cld I say??? nth but SUEY!!!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

6:43 PM

Finally...I got to stay in my bed till my mind is willing to wake up... woke up around 1pm... think tt I had really tired myself out these few days.... went for a swim... and swam 20 laps... so tired... long time nv swim le....tink tt I had tui bu le... shld go swimming more often.... gt nt much thing to do.... Tink tt it's time to recap all of wat I had learnt in sec 4.... so tt ...I wld nt forget... Chem is so fun and interesting... shld revise more on it.. well... muz ba chem de di mo de qing qing chu chu... esp organic chem and gen ta zuo chao ji hao de peng you... tink tt I had became more and more sensitive... I tink it's a gd thing but ...the bad thing is tt I wld either tell e person str or wrote it on my blog... jus dun like to hide it in my heart... mayb I shld try to just say everything out the moment I felt it... but the person wld b angry, hurt or wateva... dunno... muz learnt to change... ppl might jus dun like my too str forward... nth much to write ...so enjoy the video...

Saturday, February 18, 2006

10:41 PM

Yesterday's went to Han's with Co seniors...very senior seniors... thots that we will be very extra but... in the we made quite a few new friends...Gave Shi Yun a new name...she's called doonut...while Janice is called carrot... Hmmm.... welll...I feel very bad coz Shi Yun got grounded coz she went home late yesterday... if not because I gt go...she would also not go... thou she said nvm... it's nt my fault...but I still feel very bad and felt that I am at fault.... quite fun.... they went to drink beer... but we are not easily influence... reached home at bout 11.30... K.O!! so damn tired ...
well.... thotx that I wld be late for CO tml... but I was the earliest!!! the CO room was not yet opened when I reached...so sat there for like 1-2 minutes...when I heard the sound of keys.. Cop was scared by me...coz he took the other route... and I suddenly popped out from the back... Muahaha...I was the first to reach ...then the pres...and thirdly came Sin Yi.. Y is e sequence so important??? coz halfway during practice...she suddenly ask me whther me and the pres gt yi tui??? we came together izzit??? What The Hell!!!jus because we were e only twos in there when she came... seh hu si luan xiang... but if only she and oj was there... perhaps I wld also had the same thotx..well... Actually... I was a bit angry with Wl today... first, she yelled or shld I say... raised her voice just because I went to adjust the air-con to 18 degrees coz I felt hot and they were freezing cold... It's my fault... but she need nt to be so loud... Next, me made a friendship band for Bernice... as I had no time to go buy e blue strings and I wan to give her asap.. so I continue the E with white string... but I sweared that I made it with 100% sincerity and I had apologize to Bernice... but this was critized... say wat... me very bad...nv go buy the strings... den wat Richard made wwant nicer and more... since Richard's band is nicer...den go ask him instead.... but wld him wan?? nvm... After a talk...I tink that I shan't be irritated by someone... I muz learn to tolerate...he's nt that bad after all... also can't blame him... hmmm...a great test of patience... So damn... tired today... fell asleep while watchin tv...Can't believe it... P.S. Sorry Xiao Xian, Hong Yee, Yi Xian, Pei Shan, Gina and those who went for the pool... I didn't mean to pang seh u all.... but I gt told off by my CG ...say we everytime pang seh dem and this time round no more... I am sincerely sorry...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

9:39 PM

Today went to Bugis... bought a new sling bag... so proud of it.... the design is simple and nice.... Simplicity is nice... it's black in color.... muahaha.... Now I am Shan Qiong Shui Jin.... no money le... no money to eat.... Spend almost $100 in 3 days... seriously broke le.... perhaps I should be more thrifty.... and stopped spending so much money.... hard-earned money.... at this rate I am going... I would really be no Shan no Shui le.... Went to take neoprint with Shi Yun and Weiling.... I think it's the most Shi Bai neoprint that I have ever taken.... the design is not nice and everything bout it sux.... In short, the machine is lousy larx.... Went for CO practice after that.... got new scores.... muz really practise hard for the April concert.... dun wan to sia suey myself and it's the first time on stage as an official SACO members.... so proud of it.... muahaha.... I think that someone is gettin more and more irritating.... dunno how to put it.... jus have that kind of feeling.... Oh yarx...ndo guys really like to see guys??? ask my friend bout it.... and he said yes esp girls in uniform.... I ask why???? and he thought that I know the reasons.... but I really have no clues... so he said... cause in those pon mag .... the girls in there...wore UNIFORMS!!!! omg!!! perhaps this is why chio girls in uniform are more appealing.... wonder why guys are so se??? or maybe guys around me ....

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

8:05 PM

Two days never blog le...went ice-skating yesterday... I think it's more difficult than roller-skating.... richard and weiling thaught me how to ice-skate...guess wat?? I fell 7 times ....So sia suery lo....but cause of all the falls... I am not scared of falling le... learn how to skate... damn fun... 5 out of the 7 times that I fell was because the surface was too rough and I tripped over..
one one it was shiyun's fault...and one more was the slippery ground.... after learning...
I imparted the skills to the bass ppl whom we met there...such a coincidence... Singapore is so small....
Today woke up and my whole body hurts... muz be because of yesterday's falls.... den went to k box....have not been goin there since Decmeber....during the chalet..really missed the time that I had together with my gang...haven't been singing for a long time ...and I realise that my singing standard had dropped...not that wei wei dong ting anymore...no larx...jus kiddin...Haha ..me finaaly get to see that very shiok room that last time Hong Yee they all went... It's reaaly fabulous.... one bg screen... one LCD screen and guess wat ..there's pool table... Well ..It's actually the function room larx... but imagine...eight ppl go nia... and we get to use that function room when we were supposed to pay at least $ 1000 to use it.... Haha there's pool table... seats for lotz of ppl... a bar and a balcony... Oh my god... den we play pool...$30 dollar for the whole day...which is quite worth it...I think... It's damn high larx... u sing,play pool and eat .... I love it !!! next time should always go there.... so diaox!!! Muahaha... den cause today is Valentine.... the K Box ppl also provide free photo-taking service... hmm... instant shot.. cool rite?? Momentos fot today's wonderful moments.... Hmmm ...after that went library and see lotx of couples cuddling here and there...somemore in uniform...wth.... regretted goin to the library....

Sunday, February 12, 2006

8:08 AM

Today is the last dat of the Chinese New Year...but I didn't realise that...Well, wore black clothes and my friend all shooted at me... narhx... it's ok... dun be so superstitious... it's gd to be nt tt superstitious... me actually manage to win eighty cents.... being wearing so black...and i m considered one of the big winners.... we pla black jack...and u know the bets are like ten, twenty cents... so it's gd tt i can win eighty cents.. Finally.... me get to win after gambling so many times... wonder does Yuan Ing they all play cheat??? no larx...jus kiddin... they are the Dai Di gambling kings.... got hug by Hong Yee's dog All the time.... y does the dog keep hugging me?? Y don't it go and hug someone else??? all becoz of the stupid dog(Hong Yee ...no offence)... I cut myself and gt one bruise on my knee...eep getting hurt this few days...Yeah... there is no school till wednesday... my fiends in njc was so envy of it.... SAJC rox... then we went to play pool ... we went bonkers... perhaps me first...then they accompany me... started to anyhow play ....using hand to aim in all the balls....and kept laughing non-stop....yesterday..was the happiest day ..after the O levels result was out... It was really good to be my 203 gang.... they rox!!!! muackz.... I decided not to brood on my English anymore and muz continue with it.... me decided to drop econs and study GSC le.... I thik I should be able to score with this subject...Chinese is my life...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

9:27 PM

Go to school this morning for CO... damn sad for my English... got severe blow... when i reach school, no a lot of ppl was there....but soon a lot of ppl came..and they were like starting talking about the results... then overheard ppl saying... (they were too loud)oh.. I score A for english...so lousy.... OMG !!! When I heard this.... Father Mother.... feel like punching up all the ppl lo... wat more they expect??? can't they be more content?? How I wish I could at least score a B.... nvm.... I shall workhard and try....to be the one of the top students... maybe this would never come true bahz... After that Shi Yun came crying, then weiling started crying coz her dad wants her to go nj when she wanna stay in sa.... then they started toking about the results....and come to think of my english... I feel down... and seeing then crying... me nearly cry out.... eye became red...and tears almost out le... but still never out... me not very easy to cry de... except facing some things.. but soon we got over it...and started jokin again...
We had a Co party.... for Chinese New Year celebration, J1 orientation and for the "good" results that we get... one stone kill three birds.... The teacher-in-charge was saying... before the party star we have to say New Year greetings in wateva language... Then I suddenly blurt out... Selamat Hari Raya and ppl was laughing like hell... Correct wat... nothing's wrong.. New Year's Greeting for Malays... Then we started crapping... wat Merry Christmas, Deepavali...I think the food quite traditional... Soon Kueh, desert and nonya kueh... nv see this kind of food for party.... but i think they still at least put in some efforts larx... muz learn to appreciate...
After that we went East Coast larx... to cycle... we took bus...but Jeremy cycled there... he made a bet with me that if he was to reach there earlier...I had to treat him to a drink...hmmm...quite stupid of me... knew that I would definitely plus guarantee lose... but I still agree to the bet... narhx.. we cycle for two hours...but gt rest a while on the way... from the bike kiosk to the end ...almost reaching the Changi and see planes if we were to cycle further...but so sad they never cycle on... Haix...everytime like that... nv get to see the planes.. Haha... tried Jeremy's bike and I finally understand why he could cycle so fast... His bike is damn light larx... I think quite dangerous... but i think all these activities made me nt feeling that sad le... but if ppl were to start toking bout english... I think I will be sad again larx...

Friday, February 10, 2006

7:35 PM

hmm...gt back my o level reults... 6 distinctions out of 8 subjects.... overall improve by one pts... my english sux like hell gt C5... bad larx... quite sad bout it... my physics gt b3... expected... but quite happy cause when i was in sec 3... i failed... den now can improve till b3... happy le... but all all all because of my english... everything seems so bad.. sad... but nv cry.. but if i gt suan by ppl... perhaps i might ?? now wat can i do??? sit back and watch my english deterioate further??c... dun even i spell correctly or nt?? NO WAY!!! i will pia for it... i will... definitely will... i have learn a lesson... a severe one...
Can't believe weiling gt A2 for english... congrats her... a heavy load off her mind...if not keep complaining her eng C! C! C! gt 8 pts... achieve her standard... happy lo... No Need to jump off the building le...wat can i sy??? nth... ppl reap wat they sow.. Congrats to everyone who achieve wat they wan...
come to dwell on tt... chinese is very important... if nt for hmt... i will nt b able to stay in sa.. i applied for LEP chinese...but wonder will i be qualified??? nvm thou... no harm trying.. I am proud to be a chinese!!! loathe those who are chinese but can't even speak chinese... they might as well be caucasians... indians...malays.. today should be the saddest day of my life... but my sadness shouldn't be able to compare with others... wonder do heartbroken ppl feel like this??

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

6:03 PM

Sianz... Today weiling never come again... no one to joke with, talk and make fun of.... BUT...at least gt Li Zhen...Early in the morning...help Mr Kan to distribute out the Saints shirt...(Saints rox!)...Hahaha....Den eat into PE time.... No one wants PE... but after we finish all this... still gt half an hour left for PE.... so no choice... had to go lorx....but today PE was fun.... play kinda like poison ball.... the class very comic larx... after that...me went for the econs test.... which was damn easy larx... which i thotx e teacher wld change qns and bcum more difficult.... think too much le...den... gt almost like 2 h of break larx... Li Zhen went for Chinese.... so left me alone... so sad... den me walk to the CO room there and sat outside... so pathetic... lucikly weiling
called me and chatted with me.....if not i will like bored to death... hmmmm...den jeremy and his bunch of friends came and ...Yeah!!went into the CO room... play Dai di... Can kill time... that's what we do in skool... Cool... In summary...today is a very sad and sianz day.... tml is goin to be another sian day... lotz of lecture... fortunately still gt Co.... if nt.. I might as well nt go to skool e whole dae...

Monday, February 06, 2006

5:54 PM

Today is another slacking day.... Got my chem ans from Jeremy... and finally completed the last question of my chem tutorial.. Thanks Jeremy! If not I won't be to complete what I want to complete... Both tutorial four and five... Hmmm.. I found some targets for the moment right now... which are:
1.I muz learn to be a good gurl...
2.I shall try nt to scold words like>> idiot, shit u, sucks....
I think that something is wrong with me recently... since last wednesday...my appeitite become very bad larx... eat a bit den very full liao... yesterday only drink a cup of milo and a few strands of veggie... till now.... i tink the things i eat should be about 3/4 less than what I usually eat.... Me go and weigh myself today... with shoes on... as compared to e weight i weigh during PE.... I lost 2kg...That's a good sign thou.... the path to slimming down.... thinkin of that.... I achieved a bit more than J... Wahaha.... However, I a bit scared that I might gt yan shi zheng.... isn't anorexia???? nt sure.... english very bad..
Hmmm.... I can't believe that weiling would go try out the test on J's blog.... that wat kind of lover r u.... a bit disgusted... somemore go paste the result on the blog.... and therefore they have the same content larx... hmmm... such a coincidence....maybe.... hahaha..
One more day less to O level reults release... getting more and more worried... but at least i don't pin such high hopes la.... at least the blow I receive should't be that great.... "Qi Wang Yue Gao, Shi Wang Yue Da"....

Sunday, February 05, 2006

2:28 PM

Sunday... Finally get to rest ...after the tiring week... never go for CG outing.. cause wei ling is sick.... if I go mself...so sian... Therefore... saty at home and be e good gurl.... and try to complete all my tutorials.... try to study for the upcoming tests.... but i tink i willl soon forget after a few days... me very short term memory de... sad rite?? wonder how ppl have fanstatic memory?? so envy them...esp those who will forget wat they c at first sight??? y m i nt born like that??? but nvm ... at least i m still able to memorise wat i need when exams come...perhaps that wat stress force u to be... Oh... 1 more day gone for fun and games...
Yesterday, play bb in skool.... den bang into shee yan... ur COVP.... got cut and blue black on my knee.... it seems minor... but when i bend my knee ..It hurts!! haven't been injured myself since sec 2?? forget how the pain that one exp. when they fell... now this feeling is back again.... so awful... hope that this feeling would scram off soon.... wat am I writing??? feel that I m in my LALA land this few days.... can't concentrate on wateva thngs i do.... and seems that my brain is nt working properly.... gt hang... become very slow.... nt that brainy anymore.... hope that my brain wld continue to be that brainy as before... I dun wan to be call slow...
After looking at the COP blog, I sympathy with him.... think that he had a sad and depress life... he's way of life is even worse than what i have seen in some ppl in 401 class... perhaps he shld change??? leopard changing its spot??? this is tough...

Saturday, February 04, 2006

10:53 PM

hmmm.. nt been updating my blog recently.. gt quite a lot to say... I think that SAJC is really qutie good... gt life but nt that full of life... balance for both academically and ??? dun feel like goin to NJC anymore... what SAJC gives me e feeling is very heartwarming... I think SACO is really very fun... the seniors there are very friendly larx..more like friends more than seniors larx.. haha den we find a lot of gossips of the CO ppl larx... so fun ... that's why I think I CO is fun larx... somemore i get to learn new things... cello... but now after playing.. gt "hou yi zheng".. My necks hurts!!! I thought that I am the only one whose neck is hurt... but weiling's neck too... hmmm..
Our COP is a very funny and lame person la... that what we think..but i seriously think that he is a very very siao person...his life is totally off la... we call his life"dian dao de ren sheng"... now we got like loads of jokes bout him larx... but of coz larx...he wouldn't get to know e jokes... if nt he will kill us... I tink... that usual ppl do... but he is abnormal so he wld be exceptional la... personally...he's very crappy and naggy..hmmm..me perform for the very first time as CO members on stage larx during the CNY concert... quite a new experience... different from last time on stage... look very forward to the concert in April... hope that my frined wld buy the tix from me ...and support me... thou very sia suey if i play the wrong tune or out of tune larx..tink e tix price is between $2-$4....
OH MY GOD!!! O level results would be out between e 8-15 feb larx... so scared... but also no use... what's done cannot be undone... if u nv work hard and yet u wan to score well... that's impossible...unless there's a miracle... just dun understand why ppl cannot take it when they fail to achieve thier targets... cry?? it's understandable...but if go and do foolish things.. i thinke biggest fool is noone but themselves... so i expect myself to score e most 15 pts larx... if more than that ...cannot make it ..so accept the fact and work hard to overcome the next coming barrier.. A Level... Oh no... I tink I am very naggy... perhaps ppl around me aim very high.. perhaps ...I should learn from them... I used to be like that since when I was young but dunno when since sec 2... I started to be very slack... so my results graph is a bit like quadratic graph larx..it went up because of O Level..I think I muz continue to let it rise...