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Monday, February 22, 2010
3:54 AM
yeah.. ^^v
I'm so happy. Once again,I'm back to indo for chinese new year.
Been seeing my friends returning back to malaysia for New year and somemore they looked like they enjoyed themselves a lot.esp with fire crackers and fire works. though i know THEY REALLY ARE.This makes me super envy sia!!! but nvm..
since i didn't get the chance to go back on the first few days of new year...It's never too late to go back right now becoz NEW YEAR HAVEN'T END!
There's still celebration going on and... ppl will still gif u hongbaos:)

hohoho.. get a lot of Hongbaos... and the best thing is ..
rupiah had gone up. though i dun haf the intention to change it to sgd.
get to eat lots of yummy food and cny goodies. think growing even fatter liao.
feel as if tt i stuffed 6 days of food into my poor stomach in two days. SO GUILTY.
and of course I GET to see my firecrackers and fireworks... HAD GREAT FUN!
i think i'm damn humchee la. I wasn't DARING enough to go and light up the firecrackers coz I'm SCARED OF FIRE!!! (thou my 8 yr old cousin dare!) BUT...
i still play with the dumbass fireworks.. PRETTY:)
OH WELLS... Y DUN SG ALLOW fireworks n crackers?

This is a super HIGH CNY tt I ever had. think this will be the first and perhaps the last?
Went clubbing with my uncle and aunt.(coz I wasn't told that we were goin to club!)
I was in horrible TSHIRT, SHORT and SANDALS! though the entrance wrote strictly NO SHORTS,SANDALS.
Luckily, all thanks to my uncle coz he's a VIP. so I passed with this idiotic kiddish look and gt a reserved table too thou the place was damn crowded.I looked TOTALLY like a kid while everyone else in thr was in a clubbin outfit.
(want to fish also cnnt la. jkin.)
This kiddish look made me dun dare to step into the dance floor.Even if I feel like dancing...
NVM.. we ended dancing at our own table. HAHA.SUPER HIGH. My aunt and uncle were like havin HOT dance. Lots of Caucasians there and they were at least 100x high-er than us! They were like TANGO-ing at the dance floor la.
Drank a lot! coz the atmosphere was good with live band, drink was cheap and that i need nt worry who will send me hm if i were drunk.. so it's safe enuf to drink:)
think I drank like perhaps 4 glass of ILLUSION=SEX ON THE DRIP @ clinic C and perhaps ard 7 mugs of heineken? the waitress keep comin to cheer with us.
almost DROP DEAD! think i was almost drunk but haven't lose my consciousness. i still know wat was goin on ard me.(at least now i know my limits, so xx fear nt! I'll protect u!)
I dunno y i took my uncle's hp and i thot i lose my hp.
I thot i din took out my contacts before goin to slp but i actually did jus tt somehow I couldn't recall when i took it out.
I was almost dozing off when i was cleaning myself up.
Everyone else claimed that I was drunk thou I dun think I was. (perhaps drunkards dun admit tt they are drunk.)
I was told by my aunt tt her baby daughter (she's only two yrs old) loved tiger beer and kept dranking non-stop. Though she took the can by mistake and the adults din realise tt.
LOLS. COOL.PRO.
Just realise tt my aunt go married like ard 21? wth. so damn young.and realise tt my paternal side smallest uncle was like only 25 yrs old and I called in xiaoshu?!and his gf the most older than me by 2-4 years? this is so -.-''
Now, i think i know why I always think ppl who are perhaps 25 n above are uncle to me liao. (xx: i started laughing when my xiaoshu shuai his fringe! he was damn puzzled. tell u ar. 'DAMN SHUAI'!)

I simply love clubbin.I know this isn't a good sign.I also realise tt I'd been drinking a lot recently and that the amt of liquor i cn hold is increasing enormously.It's good in the sense tt.. it's hard for ppl to get me DRUNK.hoho. but.... too much alcohol is bad for health..SERIOUSLY, I think I should ctrl myself and stay away from liquor but... ITS HARD!

DUN CARE LE LA. JUST DRINK. gonna go to DFS to stock up more @ home:)


Monday, February 08, 2010
3:38 AM
好开心哦!!! 再度的和亲爱的xx到JB去了。。
首先,本人要在这里向亲爱的致谢。
谢谢你当我的随身马币提款机!
虽然你说你有在养小白脸的feel因为我卖你付。。但。。
要不是有你,我想我可要刷卡了。。亲爱的,谢咯! <33

买了好多东西哦!!!只能说。。
价廉物美,满载而归,心情愉快,荷包大出血!
算一算,星期天好像大概消费了马币三位数的一半。
看起来似乎很多但算一下新币的话,也还好。

虽然一旁有人一直在笑我卖东西的样子
但我似乎好像并没有因此而手软。。
到结尾时还买的更凶。。
我学会一件事,就是想买就买!!!
不要等下一次再回头来买,因为到时就不会再有你很喜欢的东西了!!

星期天扫来的货还真是得来不易啊。。
还蛮衰的,想要买的颜色,尺寸等
不是没有新货就是只省下橱窗上摆放的那一个。。
这难道是天意吗? 是要我省钱? 还是要我另寻新欢?

逛了一天,买了很多。
当然对于服务员的态度,我只能说人靠衣装。
我们确实穿得没怎样,一副小孩子样,
但这并不表示我们买不起,我们就必须遭受你们这些服务烂透的服务员的冷眼!
店面越是越小的,服务员的态度越是烂到无话可说。
你们要是把我惹毛了,我就要你好看!
当然,也有让我非常满意的服务员。
店面越是越大的,服务好像也比较好。
这应该就是他们成功的地方。

星期天的JB只能说是ah bengs 和ah lians 的解放日,
当然俊男美女也不少。。虽然爱甩头发的男生还是比较多。。
哈哈哈。。
对了,男生act cute真的有点恶心。。但有蛮好笑的。哈哈

和亲爱的享受了一顿超丰盛的晚餐。
这件日本料理店的料理。。赞!!
我们两个人就吃了差不多70马币。。
有主菜,刺身,寿司等。。
在店里看到一对情侣拿着金香小熊花束,
超漂亮,超可爱的。
如果有人送我的话,我一定超开心的!
或许我会。。。。

想说就偷拍一下金香小熊花束,当作纪念。。
但那位女生超吝啬的,把花移开,让我们连偷拍的机会也没有。
小姐,你有必要这样吗? 好看的东西不是该和别人分享吗?
更何况我们又不是要占为己有。。
JB之旅就暂时告一段落咯。。哈哈。。

想说阿。
对于一些无名氏的举动,只能说他们确实很无聊。
善者不来,来者不善。
无名氏有必要匿名到别人的部落格留言之后,
再道个歉就当作什么事就没了吗?
对于无名氏的举动,只有懦弱两个字可以形容。
以真实的身份评论难道有那么难吗?
或许对爱躲在黑暗一角的无名氏来说,
这早已是一种习惯。
又或许是无名氏根本就缺乏勇气和胆量,
还是害怕得自己的愚昧之谈会成为他人的笑柄?
这或许也只有无名氏自己最了。

不管怎样。最讨厌的就是偷鸡摸狗的人,
尤其是那些躲在黑暗中伺机别人的恶魔。
你在明,他们在暗。
暗地里捅你一刀,你也不会知道是那个浑球。



Sunday, February 07, 2010
12:59 AM
心情好低落。
好人真的好难做。算了。我是坏人,行了吧?
心理上的不平衡越来越严重,好害怕有一天会失去平衡,整个人也就随即发疯。
我需要一个诉苦的人,可是又有谁能让当我的倾诉者呢?我好烦,可是没人能了解。
可是我却不想让任何人觉得我在博取同情。
我更不需要任何人可憐,我只需要一对能聆听我心事的耳朵。


脸上的笑容是我的伪装,是我的保护色。
我害怕再受到伤害,所以我隐藏自我。


Thursday, February 04, 2010
2:47 PM
昨天偶然的在地铁车厢内看到了一位年轻的妈妈,
抱着应该也只有两三个月大的宝宝?

说那位妈妈年轻应该还不够, 倒不如说她是个漂亮、年轻、有型的贵妇。
霎时间, 脑海里浮现了一个不该有的想法。
其实, 当个年轻的妈妈也不错。 还挺酷的!
而且宝宝又那么的可爱。但重点是绝对不能沦落为黄脸婆。

我知道这个想法有点荒唐也来得很难突然。自己也觉得自己好白痴
当然,想归想。。自己也知道这是不可能的。
最起码在接下来的五年里绝对不会发生。因为。。。
我还没毕业。。更还没为事业打拼。觉得自己一事无成。

至少让我在社会上绕了一圈过后再把我绑起来。

当了几个月的家教,我只能说。。。
我真的好像开始好喜欢小孩。。
他们真的好可爱,好天真。
常常会和我说一些有的没的,
而且偶尔还会把他们亲手画的画送给我。
看到他么这样子,我也不忍心骂他们。

他们有时也会说我喜欢补习又或者说,
如果你是我学校的老师就好了。。
我听了心里也暗爽。
当然,看到他们的成绩有进步我也替他们感到开心。
至少我对他们的努力并没有白费,
他们的父母也么有白白浪费了宝贵的金钱。
偶尔,他们把我教的东西给忘了,我不禁会感到有点失落。
是我对他们的要求太高了吗?还是我只不过想不我的工作做好呢?
我不知道。。
我想应该或许是我遇到的学生都很乖,所以我的恋童症更严重了吧?
又或许我是打从心里的喜欢小孩呢?
我也不知到。。

最近对周遭的是越来越不解。
对于许多事,许多人, 他们所做的事,所说的话,
我都想不通其中的原因或目的。
是应该不去理会还是应该努力的去了解呢?
如果特意的去理会,但最后自己却受到伤害。。又或者事情并不能顺着自己的意。
那不会是自讨没趣呢?又让自己难过呢?
但若有不去理会,到最后却失去了本该属于自己的东西,
那不会得不偿失吗?

我不知道。。觉得人怎么那么复杂?就不能单纯一点吗?
还是这个世界本来就是这样,只是我一直把自己锁在自己的鸟笼里。。还没看清楚。。
或许吧。
如果世界本来就不单纯,而每个都把自己伪装起来保护自己。
那伪装真的是最好的保护色吗?
卸下面具就不会感到疲累吗?不会感到自己很虚伪吗?
难道卸下面具就不能能保护自己吗?
这。。我也不知道答案。

最近觉得好失落,对一些事情也好失望。

做什么事也好像做不好。。笨手笨脚的。
我累了,好想好好的休息一下。

好想让自己人间蒸发几天,什么都不管,就一直这样的睡着。。。
直到休息够了,直到自己想通了。
但这只不过是天方夜谭。
因为我得做的事。。真的太多。太多了。。