♥ YALUN 亞綸 ♥

Sunday, April 20, 2008

10:10 PM

Simply love my training session! It's so fun even though it's under the hot sun and have to wake up early in the morning to travel ard. The kids there are so lovable though some are annoying. I hate boastful kids!! Can you pls finish listening to the instructors before you wan to 'gei kian'.lols. Whatever... They are just kids.In addition, there are also parents who are so kiasu and so protective of their child. It makes the whole lesson so difficult to conduct.Oh wells, all parents dote on their child. Perhaps in the future I might be one too. Who knows?

I shall not go back home after the lessons at tampines before i go for the one at sengkang. It's such a waste of time. Next time shall just go shopping or find one place sit down play ds. Haha. My friends were also telling me to go and find my own friends who are staying at the east side. It would be better if my friends drive cause they can do me a favour if my friends are nice enough. lols. The problem is I dun have friends who can drive yet. Haha.. So they were saying then go find a rich bf who can drive. lols. I think they were shocked when i say I m nt interested in guys.. but i added on.. NOT INTERESTED in girls as well.. or rather nt interested in relationship. They were like whews. "Glad u said that. thought u were .." Lols. Furthermore, I am fat n ugly. I am not good enough for any guys and no one would want me as well. :) Haha:)

I WAN BUY NEW SKATES!!! BUT IT COST LIKE 300 BUCKS!!! Nt enough budget...ANYBODY WAN SPONSOR OR CHIP IN FOR ME?? haha.. I dun think anyone will want.. sobz... Suddenly there's so many things tt i want to buy now but I go no money!! Hongyee... i need a job DESPERATELY!!!! I want money!!! I WAN BUY SKATES!!! IT'S NOW TOP PRIORITY!!

12:39 AM

Today went to the so called interview for the skating instructor but it's nt interview at all . haha...just assess on how u can skate.. Basically i think i m a noob ... n yes i m ..though i m nt the lousiest.. so i don't think i m qualified to be an instructor. perhaps an assistant. maybe in the future if i practise hard enough....I go thr see the ppl there so pro i also feel so sia suey.. The ppl there are really nice.. so much betta than the so wateva... n the kids so cute... OH MY GOD! i love my future job.. Even though now still on training but i really enjoy it very much. It's like i get to interact with the kids, get to skate as well , know more friends and the thing i didn't expected was i get to polish up my skating skills n consult the pros what kind of skates to buy. I wanted to buy a good skates very long ago just that I din noe which kind to buy and now gt the pros to help me out.. Thanks very much... maybe soon I might get friends tt can skate together with me. yays ! We cn all skate together n exchange pointers. Simply love this job so much that i m willing to wake up damn early in the morning to go for all the training sessions. Today thought this angmoh gurl.. she so kawaii.. hope i get to see her again next wk.! n i nv realise tt teaching beginners can be so complicated. so much basic things even before the person learn how to balance n stand up! I still got more to learn! ! went play bball today with yx they all.. so fun...n we today kept disturb by kids. also dunno y ..then they all blame me coz today too hai zi yuan le.. even we go eat subway also gt kids come disturb us.. haha!!i m very happy now... i shall occupied myself with all the things that i like to do.. I no money le!!! ppl who wan give me or lend me money!!! sobz... kept goin on low budget activities... haha

Friday, April 18, 2008

7:59 PM

welcome back to the human world!! haha... finally i cn go back to the usual slacking life!! Today pia like siao just because i want to get away from tt idiotic so wateva. He's such a pest! well.. why the ppl there can be so amiable n so polite... with thanks n please here.. but only u . maybe u did just tt i dun understand ur way of communication. haha.. tt's too bad..
I WANT MONEY!!! I M SO DAMN BROKE NOW!! actually muz also thanks hy... gave me this job n help me earn extra .. haha... Anyway just to clarify, I am going for the interview to b a skating instructor.. i m nt pro lor

我在你的心裡到底算什麼？
給我多一點的關心，多一點的關懷難道就真的那麼難嗎？
你到底明不明白我要的是什麼？
我要的真得很簡單。。。
只是一份愛。。一份能暖和我心坑的愛。。
這真的有那麼難嗎？
你就不能多和我好好的溝通嗎？
一定要等到我向你開口你才會明白嗎？！
這一切或許都是我單方面的奢望。。也許你曾經努力過。。
算了。。至少我還有許多關心我的人。。
但他們真的在乎我嗎?
忽然覺得我只是一個人，一個孤寂的人。。

看了亞綸的部落格后我覺得他真的好可憐。
身為歌迷的我們難道就不能體諒他嗎？
在怎樣說他還是個人。。
分別只是在於他是個公眾人物，我們只不過是個無名小卒。。
亞綸。。你要加油！！不要去理會這些無聊不懂事的人。。

Thursday, April 17, 2008

9:35 PM

haha... tml will be my last day... i will finish all the remaining disks by hook or by crook!!! i wan to get away from the so wateva... n cut clean with him!!! shit him lor... call ppl early in the morning n see ppl in the office alr... hellos. the engineer call me to go later k... n my beautiful dream is shattered by ur stupid call... woken up by u still nvm... still kaobei n say wat... i have to do faster if nt boss nt happy, then i also can't help u... boss nt happy then is i kanna sack also right... nt ur business... he asshole larx... i m like doing faster n faster everyday then he still kept asking me to do faster...so inhumane... wateva larx... so damn pissed la... somemore everyday call me to ask me how much i did n have to do report... i know this is ur job, u r supposed to follow my progress.. but u also no need everyday call me right? I will automatically email u the report... like I say .. so i complained everything to hy... even she said he's an asshole lo... trying to make himself look better.. wateva lor... n she said if i really nt happy.. go tell him... SO FINE... N I DID... cannot tahan anymore...n i nt goin to care how he's goin to feel...oh yays... so he nv call anymore... tml shall be my last day... n i'll cut clean with him.. wahaha.. todday gt this weird chee-na guy who came to me n ask me help him call the person so tt he cld be escorted to the toilet... it's like wat?! u dun have hp or the no. meh? y me? oh wells... me being a samaritan.. just do him a favour lo..
i really more n more anti against chee-nas... die liao larx..
yays..hope my interview on sat will be a successful one... lovely kids... i m coming..haha

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

10:12 PM

haha.. been busy with work lately...can't believe tt i m working again... so always expect the unexpected... when u lost hopes in getting a job... then suddenly u will see a ray of light.. n many job opportunities just kept popping out... haha:)
what m i working as? how was my job? many asked... oh well.. it's kinda boring, slack n freezing..... haha... Basically what i does everyday is just insert disk n copy it to data bases.. and this process takes like at least 20 mins. during which... u jus do ur own thing... haha.. yar.. watever u wan... play, sleep, stone, listen to mp3, watch movie, study, online etc except for drinking n eating... no one cares as long as u do ur work.... n nobody cares.. because I m alone... one person thr facing the pc, my bf ...haha..so i just station thr from 9-6 all by myself. no one to talk to... then when it's time for lunch or u need to go to the toilet...the person will come escort you .. it's just like u r being jailed... u cn't go anywhr u like except to be inside in the data storage rm which is super cold... i wear like 4-5 layers of clothes n when really cannot take it, i have to put on my gloves.. tt's what i call it paid to be jailed or a money fridge.. went strolling ard in the rm n i happen to see tt the temperature on a machine is 21 degrees celsius n humidity is 0.05%. it's super dry n cold.
I was rather pissed off on the first day of work and this makes me loathe chee na ppl more... i was told to wait for tt so wateva at the busstop earlier as he need to teach me do stuff, n supposed to go snatch chair.. coz heard there's nt much chair thr.. so well i reach at 8.40 n i called the so wateva , n he say wah no need to be so early de lo... n in the end he 9.30 then reach.. wat lao eh... make me wait for 1 h!!! cn't believe i waited for a stranger for 1 h! i was like ok nvm... almost going to blow off.. then best part...

i was nt told to bring any identifications so i can't enter the security-tight office, nt even with ezlink. wth!! i was so chui... i travel abt 40 mins to reach my work place which is at kembangan thr n make me waited for almost 1 hr! 1 hr leh! then now u tell me need go back take...freaking hell.. luckily hy say take cab can claim money.. if nt i think i go hm then nt comin back le.. so finally after much torture... i started my work... back to the so wateva... then on the second day, i was alone coz i DUN NEED the so wateva thr. i was supposed to tell him how much i did...n when i m so proud of myself tt i managed to finish 11 disk the 2nd day on my own.. he say wat.. oh well ..can be better.. at least 12 disks.. shit him la.. u think i pro ah.. first day on own leh... complained to hy n she say dun care him la.. he stupid de..

so he now everything pester me on how much i did n ask me to email him everynight.. so damn sian.. i know tt's his job but no need everyday call me right.. i will do it automatically .. or the most jus sms to remind me..n kept asking whether i m well n fine? cause thr this curse that ppl working thr will get sick due to the dry n cold atmosphere... OH PLS! I M WELL N FINE.. thou i know u r trying to be nice.. n i really appreciate it.

i love my job..cause it cold.. n quiet.. haha.. no one disturb me.. n what xx say.. hong yee.. u really choose the right person... ice queen here n the 'nearest' to the workplace de... haha.. everyday, nv talk n sometimes nv eat lunch.. coz eat alone damn sian ..rather dun eat.. then one day the most go toilet 3 times.think soon i goin to get zi bi zheng or maybe attain cultivation le.. mayb i put down on yalun then really attain nirvanna le.. haha:)

PS: gina arh.. i m nt monsters k.. kids will love me de lo.. n i won't make them fall... if i m successful in my interview:)

Friday, April 04, 2008

8:20 PM

today was super tiring... meet up to play bball at px house there but in the end din managed to play coz yx's ball no air... sian... slept at 3 am last night n woke up soo early to play bball but then no ball... so we wasted the whole morning tryin to wait for shops to open so tt we can buy pump to pump the basketball but then to no avail... so chui... no choice lor.. we play play pool n arcade instead... fancy waiting outside kpool to open... just see how early we are... then went imm to shop while they have their swensens lunch... i managed to buy a very very very nice hellokitty bag:) yeah...
so while we are abt to go peixuan's house to bake eclairs after weiling had left for work, then yx suddenly saw this Royal Sporting House n she managed to get a PUMA Pump..haha...so we went play bball after tt instead of goin to px's house... it was soooo FUN!!! love playing bball to dotx.. thou i prefer volleyball better... lols.. what i can say is.. weiling really the gt no luck with bball lor... everytime play with them also gt nth cropped up.. first time she join then like tt.. after she gone we get to play bball again... weiling ah... how suey can u be lo?

oh welll after much deep thots... i think ah ... my future boyfriend/husband shld be like this >>

1.General:Status-single and hopefully age gap <5>5... gt feel can le.. dun mind younger or older

2.Dimensions:Size - > 170cm x 20 inches x 8 inches (looking from the front n from the side)weight- >50 kg (thin or fat doesn't really matters to me)

3.Display- able to behave in front of others(dun make me sia suey in front of ppl or do some stupid sia suey things),pleasant looking to me so muz have big n attractive eyes(to others i dun care),stylish(muz have nice hairstyle, muz nt look niang or gay if gt earhole ),neither flip or slide (dun two-timer n flirt lo..)

4.Memory- big enough to store everything abt me n my friends (muz understand me, know me well, stand my temper, tahan my rubbish n most impt DUN TRY TO PANGSEH ME)

Features:
1. SMS, MMS, Email, Instant Messaging(easy communication)

2.3.5G function better if gt HSDPA (all-times meetup)

3.multimedia player-MP4 player (hopefully know how to sing nicely n gt things to see-muz able to entertain me n able to lame ard with me..)

4.downloadable games (know all sorts of activities n hopefully at least know all the things tt i know ie rollerskating, iceskating, cycling, play basketball,play pool, bowling and more so tt can accompany me play togther)

5. preferably yellow skin (sorry ah.. a bit the racist like weiling say..if other country then i dun mind)

6.everlasting battery (will be there whenever i need him.. )

7. same frequency as me (so tt's there no communication breakdown n he'll understand things tt i say...if nt so chui)

8.GPS function for easy location (easy to find him n know what's he doing when i need to know)

9. shock-proof (resistant to other temptation. wahaha)n water- resistant (better know how to swim)

10. HE must not be overdemanding , possessive, a smoker, scolding vulgarities(tmd n f still can accept).

11. HE must be nice to all my friends(but ah dun kanna bully like shit still no temper..like tt i say sayonara to u), families, humble n strforward( simply can't stand ppl who jus dun speak up their mind but of course nt brainless talkings).

12. xx reminded me- he must not have 'xiong mao' and must be hygienic n clean

13. He must know how to cook n do housework.. haha.. so can cook for me n share the workload with me:)

got a personality here.. haha>>测测你的主动性
Qn: 假如有一扇能看见海景的窗，你会为这扇窗挑选甚么颜色的窗帘？
A. 红色 B. 蓝色 C. 黄色 D. 白色

A 型.....遇到自己喜欢的人，你会抓紧时机表白心迹。你不喜欢思前顾後，即使没有十足把握也会表达自己的真实想法。你会积极地把握每一次机会，也有抓住良机的力量。但注意不能过分强硬，否则只会吓怕了对方。

B 型.....你不喜欢过於直接的表达爱意，对爱情多采取随机应变的态度。你不会急於表现自己，而是借助周围的环境，自然地突显自己的个性。对於自己喜欢的人，你的基本技巧是「赞同」，通过认同对方使彼此产生知己的共鸣。

C 型.....你的个性天真无邪，最不攻於心计。你对人的好感完全受到好奇心的支配，自然地与对方交往，发掘共同兴趣。真实、坦白是你最大的特点，但你似乎稍微欠缺努力和决心，所以与异性的关系总是界定於朋友与恋人之间的暧昧阶段。

D 型.....亲切随和是你的特点，你的温驯使人与你一起时感到舒畅，但有时你会过份迁就别人，而缺少了自己的主见，即使喜欢上某人也只会在一旁默默等待。渴求一份有成就的爱情，就需要积极点行动了

Thursday, April 03, 2008

9:06 PM

wanted to go watch rule#1 with my online friend.. but then ps dun have the 4.55 pm show liao... then too late.. so can't make it... but in the end still went to watch rule #1 with jeremy at vivo... Finally i found someone who haven't watch lor...and YES I FINALLY WATCH MY RULE#1.. i think the show quite sad... poor fiona... n i think nv go offend those siao de... if nt really 冤魂不散。。恶鬼索命。。 i think rule#1 isn't a horror... it's like kinda of a sad story... to me at least... the director is quite genius.. gave ppl unexpected ending n included parts which ppl wld guess... seriously speaking... IT IS REALLY A NICE MOVIE!!! LAME N SAD... IT'S NT SCARY AT ALL!!
today damn suey lah...wanted to go find wl after tt... but then she nt free n she lost her phone.. so it's like sian... no one to whine at kor... haha... want to see how kor react when dasao start whining and whining... sure must be a hilarious scene... haha.. it was raining so damn heavily after the movie ended... and it's like.. wat lao... i was drenched... except for my bag... it's really heng tt my bag is waterproof... so ppl pls ah.. if want give me bag... pls buy waterproof bag hor... blur queen like me wld just get drenched.. muz go buy new shoes le... almost slipped and fell today... but luckily didn't ... if nt really damn suey lor...

I WANT WATCH RULE#1 AGAIN

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

11:50 PM

talking abt bf stats the other day.... now.. further explain what i actually mean... well my standares are rather low... nt like some miss ah.. finding mr impossible...

1.General:Status-single and hopefully age gap <5>5... gt feel can le.. dun mind younger or older

2.Dimensions:Size - > 170cm x 20 inches x 8 inches (looking from the front n from the side)
weight- >50 kg (thin or fat doesn't really matters to me)

3.Display- able to behave in front of others(dun make me sia suey in fornt of ppl or do some stupid sia suey things),
pleasant looking to me so muz have big n attractive eyes(to others i dun care),
stylish(muz have nice hairstyle),
neither flip or slide (dun two-timer n flirt lo..)

4.Memory- big enough to store everything abt me n my friends (muz understand me, know me well, stand my temper,most impt DUN TRY TO PANGSEH ME)

Features:
1. SMS, MMS, Email, Instant Messaging(easy communication)

2.3.5G function better if gt HSDPA (all-times meetup)

3.multimedia player-MP4 player (can sing n gt things to see-muz able to entertain me)

4.downloadable games (know all sorts of activities n hopefully at least know all the things tt i know ie skating,cycling etc so tt can accompany me do lots of things)

5. preferably yellow skin (sorry ah.. a bit the racist like weiling say..if other country then i dun mind)

6.everlasting battery (will be there whenever i need him.. )

7. same frequency as me (so tt's there no communication breakdown n he'll understand things tt i say...if nt so chui)

8.GPS function for easy location (easy to find him n know what's he doing when i need to know)

9. shock-proof (resistant to other temptation. wahaha)
n water- resistant (better know how to swim)

10. HE must not be overdemanding , possessive, a smoker, scolding vulgarities(tmd n f still can accept).

11. HE must be nice to all my friends(but ah dun kanna bully like shit still no temper..like tt i say sayonara to u), families, humble n strforward( simply can't stand ppl who jus dun speak up their mind but of course nt brainless talkings).

ps:weiling ah... my dearest dasao... lower ur standard leh... like tt ah.. u cannot find ur darling lo..i shall bring u to matchmaking one day... hahaha