Tuesday, May 27, 2008
血流了,也止了
泪淌了,也干了。
脸上的伤也慢慢的愈合了。
但心里的伤也愈合了吗?
微笑只不过是为了掩饰,
哭泣是因为我真的受伤了。
一个不小心, 一个纯属的意外。
也不小心的改变了我的人生,
改变了我看着世界的眼眶.
改变了原来的我。
这个世界真的那么美好吗?
这个世界真的那么灿烂吗?
或许吧。
谎言让世界变得美丽。
谎言让世人变得脱俗。
但当你不再平凡,
美丽的谎言就变成残酷的事实。
这个世界是容不下丑陋,
容不下任何的不完美。
我的存在只是个累赘,
或许我跟本就不属于这个世界。
也许有一天再也不会有我的身影了。
发生了许许多多的事,
我已经心力交瘁。
我已不是原来的我了。
Sunday, May 11, 2008
I fell n I m disfigured.
I hate my face .
I hate myself.
I hate to be in this world now.
I got no face to look at anyone.
Everything is gone
The old me is dead.
I am a monster .
This is my fairytale.
PROFILE
Jana Gina Tan*
Gemini*
030689*
HPS*NHSS*
SAJC*UON*NTU
to me
W I S H E S
Earn lotz of money*
Find someone like Tuxedo Mask/ Ryan(which is mission impossible)*
L O V E S
Colour * Black, Blue, White, Orange, Yellow,Pink
Food * Any Nice Food,Jap Food
Fruit * Banana, Avocado, Peach, Grape, All nice fruits except for pineapple
Drink * Milk Tea, 100+, Green Tea, KOI, BBT esp Almond xxx
Fastfood * Subway, Mac, KFC
Brand * Puma, Converse, Adidas, Fila, Mango, ZARA
Hangouts * Home, Arcade, Kbox,Pool, ECP
Show * All Nice Zhong Yi Jie Mu, Ou Xiang Ju
Movie * Twilight, Eye 10, Initial D, The Day After Tomorrow, Fearless and all ghost movies..
Band *5566(rockz), Fahrenheit, SS501, MayDay, Sweety, K One, F.I.R
Male Singer * Yalun, Kyu Jong, Hyun Joong, Xie Zhi, Ren Fu, JJ, JY, Tank, Gary
Female Singer * Angela, Boa, Avril, Ayaka, Genie, Rachel, Claire
Actor * Yalun, Hayami, Mokomichi,Raymond Lam, Louis Khoo,Joe Ma, Ethan Luan, Hu Ge
Song * lotz(nice songs)..
H A T E S
Things that I am being forced to do*
People interrogating me
Rude people*
Betrayers*
Hypocrites*
Backstabbers*
Pangseh-ers*