Sunday, August 17, 2008
Unknowingly it's been almost three months since i last update my blog..Three months-It been neither a long time or a short time. Things haven't change much for me. I m still me, kicking alive on this dimishing Earth. Ya rite,the usual me with that shattered face.
What am I actually searching for in life ? and what exactly are my dreams? What will my future be like? Nobody knows. Maybe there's someone up there who really knows but the someone just can reveal our destiny to us. Everyday seems to repeat itself. Eat, sleep work or study. Does that appeal to others as well.Perhaps, everyone is also leading the same boring life. Life really getting a bit meaningless for me .I am like an aimless soul wandering here and there looking for a bright light to lead me out of this dark period. Who will be the bright light for me? Sometimes, I really do envy people who have dreams. They know what they want to be in future and would work hard for it. However, how many people actually get to realise their dreams? One dare to dream but do they dare and have the ability to realise their dreams? and when one get to realise their dreams, would they ever be grateful to themselves and work hard to live in their current state. Or would they not be contented and continue to pursue even more ambitious dreams?? and one day forget about themselves and their original dreams.. Eventually. ending up with nothing and in a sorry state.
Yume, is it true that without you, life seems to be imperfect and lacking? MAYBE.
Yume, where are you?
This is my fairytale.
PROFILE
Jana Gina Tan*
Gemini*
030689*
HPS*NHSS*
SAJC*UON*NTU
to me
W I S H E S
Earn lotz of money*
Find someone like Tuxedo Mask/ Ryan(which is mission impossible)*
L O V E S
Colour * Black, Blue, White, Orange, Yellow,Pink
Food * Any Nice Food,Jap Food
Fruit * Banana, Avocado, Peach, Grape, All nice fruits except for pineapple
Drink * Milk Tea, 100+, Green Tea, KOI, BBT esp Almond xxx
Fastfood * Subway, Mac, KFC
Brand * Puma, Converse, Adidas, Fila, Mango, ZARA
Hangouts * Home, Arcade, Kbox,Pool, ECP
Show * All Nice Zhong Yi Jie Mu, Ou Xiang Ju
Movie * Twilight, Eye 10, Initial D, The Day After Tomorrow, Fearless and all ghost movies..
Band *5566(rockz), Fahrenheit, SS501, MayDay, Sweety, K One, F.I.R
Male Singer * Yalun, Kyu Jong, Hyun Joong, Xie Zhi, Ren Fu, JJ, JY, Tank, Gary
Female Singer * Angela, Boa, Avril, Ayaka, Genie, Rachel, Claire
Actor * Yalun, Hayami, Mokomichi,Raymond Lam, Louis Khoo,Joe Ma, Ethan Luan, Hu Ge
Song * lotz(nice songs)..
H A T E S
Things that I am being forced to do*
People interrogating me
Rude people*
Betrayers*
Hypocrites*
Backstabbers*
Pangseh-ers*