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Wednesday, February 23, 2011
1:48 AM
你相信神的存在嗎？
如果信， 那麽你相信惡魔的存在嗎？
還是兩者皆非，那是不是主張無神論？

我相信神，也相信魔鬼的存在。
在這世界上，永遠都是正邪不兩利。
神的存在就是爲了抵抗魔鬼的惡勢力。
有好人必然就會有壞人。
好人是神，是上天派來造福世界。
而壞人是魔鬼，是地獄派來的破壞者。

好人壞人，這因人而定。
然而，神與魔是不是因人而定呢？
不管是好人還是壞人，最終還是會有終結的一天。
然而，神與魔會不會有終結的一天？

或許人就是需要一點證據，一點事故和一點時間才會相信有神的存在。
對於我而言，這一切都發生了，所以我相信神。
如果沒有信仰，或許我已陷入魔鬼的煉獄中。
只要相信，神依然會眷顧你，將你擁入他的懷中。

對於無神論者，信也好不信也罷，只要不褻瀆神明。
只要有一天你願意相信他，神還是會保佑你。
不相信並不代表不存在，是因爲抗拒接受。
當然也不能阻止魔鬼惡意地傷害你，慢慢地將你吞噬，
或許也儅這一切發生時，無神論者才會選者相信神。


Sunday, February 13, 2011
1:33 AM
met up with wk.
he brought a friend along.
went sentosa to watch cny performance.
saw daddy there. what a coincidence. ^^

this friend of his was funny.
he did the same stupid thing as me, keeping a hamster in the cupboard, when he was small.
after that we went for sushi. yeah. i love sushi =)
then followed on by kbox with drinking session.
we clique well.i dun like the other guy. he seems cocky.
well, i should not say this. but somehow i just feel this way.
we shared barcardi. however, it seems tt wk's friend and me was the one who kept drinkin?
whatever. im glad that i hold my liquor rather well. otherwise i would be drunk.


Friday, February 11, 2011
1:43 AM
called daddy for lunch but daddy was not free.
he got to work and told me to go over to his house to help his mum.
so i headed there at night to help auntie.
sis was there too.. but stayed for only a while.
soon, daddy was back.
he was damn hungry and gobbled up the packet of rice on the table.
poor daddy.... he said that he didnt have anything for today.
he wanted to meet me for lunch but... he's sorry.
stayed over at his place as both of us were really tired after the praying.





Tuesday, February 08, 2011
1:23 AM
daddy 說：大人的事你小孩不必管那麼多啊。。。
我又沒有管很多，只是我想不通。一時接受不來。

daddy 說：那你在乎什麼啊？
因爲他們是我最重要的人，所以我才那麽在乎。可是又能怎樣呢？

daddy說：晚輩的不能做太多，所以不要想。
對阿。。即使做再多，也於事無補。
daddy說：don't think too much.U can't change anything anymore
我知道。這一切都發生好久好久。
一時之間，我还是很難接受
或許再給我一點點時間。

既然事實是殘酷的。。
daddy說：Be Cool.
所以，我是應該繼續保持沉默，對嗎？還是客客氣氣的？

daddy說：不然你還能想要改變什麼？
我不知道。我真的不知道。也不想知道

或許daddy是對的。just remain the old self.
也就像阿伯說的：什麽都不要去想，想多了會發瘋。每天起來做你該做的事就好了。
當時阿伯說的話一句刺進了心坑裏。
頓時閒，我哽咽，我落淚。慶幸那裏一片漆黑。

或許我真得很快就要發瘋了


Sunday, February 06, 2011
1:06 AM

It's chinese new year but i'm not happy at all.

i can't believe that this is what you have for me.

why can't you just think a litttle bit more ?

why can't you just spend that little more time ?

is this really that difficult? is it really that torturous??

if you don't like it, fine. just scram as fas as you can.

stop all the pretence. - busy is just an excuse. an utter lousy excuse.

fine.fine.fine. you spoilt everything.

I so wanted to hate you. but i can't.